watching.

i've decided reccently that i'm tired of being let down. so i'm ditching expectations of everything. it all will become new, and wonderful experiences. if i hold everything up to a standard, what will ever be excellent enough to meet what i want?
example: lakeside 2008. we wanted it to be better than 2007, so we kept comparing it to that. we were miserable, wondering what we had done for fun. but the second we stopped trying to find entertainment and let the fun find us, it was a lovely year.
think about it.

listening to: "second chance"-shinedown. (doesn't make a bit of sense, but i like it.)