i told you so, but you had to go.

i have no agenda, no motives, no crushes, no point. and i quite like it, as compared to being a strung-out wreck. yet, i miss having a goal, a chase.

not saying my long term goals are shot. i still have the same occupational dreams, it's the short term high school thoughts that are switching.

so i'll wait for the next thing to crash into me, freight train style.

i reccently watched "into the wild" again. i really disliked the end. it is theorized that the main character died from a moldly wild vegtable (since this is a true story), but in the movie he confuses an edible plant with an inedible. i did not like that such a strong story, with a heavy message, ended with the main character falling victim to an accident.