you smile, you smile.

i have another hour and a half or so until anyone can hang out, thus i figured it would be useful to blog.

why does death have such power over our faith? why are we so quick to drop god when things are going wrong, rather than cling to him with all our might? people come and go, the circumstances are not always fantastic. we take the consequences, we pick up those fallen behind and care for them with all we have.

my laptop has now become the family laptop, which is obnoxious. mom drains it of battery, crashes it. brother spills food on it, put it in random places. i should be happy that i have computers accessible to me, but i can't keep getting blamed for the idiocracies of my family. i never asked for a laptop, i wanted my family to donate to a charity. but now the temptation is right in front of me, then it has been whisked away.

i changed my facebook to pirate speak? it's quite thrilling, except i don't really understand much of what it says. change yours, quite fun. (this be pleasin' to me eye)

listening to: "livin' our love song" by james michael caroll.