i'm so busy, or should be so busy. it would be so easy to freak out and become overwhelmed right now, but i'm going to refuse. it's days like this that i miss elementary, not the course load and marriages by the slide, but the fact that we had one teacher who had control over how much work me got. today, i have 7 different teachers with seven different agendas, and they could care less about the work in other classes, although they pretend to.

this morning i was at school an hour early to play the violin, as i will be tomorrow. my first period teachers assigned a test for thursday, third period i was assigned a speaking for thursday, fifth period i was alerted to a math test on wednesday, sixth period quiz today, seventh period quiz thursday, eighth period test tomorrow.

welcome to hotel hell, check-in time now, check-out time never.

i'll let you know what this insanity has taught me when i have time over spring break.
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but for now, what does it take to hold two people together? convenience, loyalty, honesty, fidelity, compassion, thrill? fufillment, carelessness, gossip?


listenting to: "baby" by the avons.